For fulfilling and exciting life, we need to remember what we would like to do as if nothing in the world would be object.
Then we can do it, because most of the reasons why we do not do it are in our heads. They can be for example written down, and then answered and resolved.
Remind yourself and remember what does it feel like to live and dream. Then start to connect the the tiny steps together for bigger dream. Try it this way: Dream -> One thing in five years -> the thing in a year -> in a month -> in a week -> today?
If you can find an action and a goal for these times, then you will be moving towards the dream which is already tremendous for the joy of life.